Who Wants To Drink?

It's bad enough that I won't be able to exercise my right tomorrow, I just remembered I also won't be able to drink.

I have stash in my room for the nights when counting sheeps just won't cut it. Right people [who have been to my room]? Lemme hear you say ho!

But...

This is a "fuck-you-world / I'm invisible" moment. I just want to buy booze, smoke emo cigs, sit on the grass and think. Or, just pick a spot and stare. Well, with some luck, I'd also be able to see nice asses kicking balls *grins*. I can't do that inside my room now can I?

Gah. I badly want to drink. Fuck the liquor ban. Tsk.



Hmmm... I'll be drinking as soon as the ban's lifted. Wanna come with?

Fags

They say that cigarettes will kill you eventually. Fine. That's just fine. I only wish they'd do it faster. I draw the smoke into my lungs, extract the nicotine and the tar. It doesn't do anything for me, but I like the smoke. I like the ash. The way it falls. I like breathing out the smoke. I like smoking cigarettes. It's something normal people do. I smoke a cigarette, and pretend I'm normal. And I wish I was dead.

- Neil Gaiman, Sandman


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I started smoking when I was in Grade 2 with my cousins. We used to get cigs at our lola's (well, she's not really a relative) store then sneak out, go to the garage and smoke behind the tires. Like any other kid our age, we were just curious so we tried it.

Of course I didn't get hooked and I was even one of the people who'd always try to talk my friends out of it. The smell was the thing that I hated the most.

In college, I only smoked whenever we go out of town especially on the beach. I liked how the sea gets tranquil at night and sitting by the shore you'd just smoke up and emanate curlicues of smoke that would make the scene look like a psychedelic painting especially at sundown. Just imagine what ganja could do *wink wink*.

This was why some of my college friends were shocked when they saw me smoking in school. It just started to become a habit when I started my internship. We'd go out of the office and smoke after every meal and/or whenever we feel like it. We were able to form concepts, plan for a certain project, relax or just talk nonsense over a couple of sticks.

Hithit.

Shit ano nga ba ulit yung concept nung play?

Hithit.

Ugh. Ah, Prinsesa ng Kalikasan. Tangina, may magpapauto pa ba sa mga play na tulad nito?

Buga.

Kailangan daw ULIT iedit yung AVR!

Hithit.

Talaga yang si Scabbers nakakainit ng ulo. Kawawa naman si Pach at Pat.

Hithi... Aray ang init!

Takte ubos na pala.

*Sindi pa ng isa*.